i've never told her about,
what I know about,
"what I mean to her?"
possibly that’s why she said,
"You mean more to me than you will ever know"

probably i'll never say to her

that I know, am her eyes,
through me she see the world,

probably i'll never say to her
that I know, am her valor,
which she uses to fight taciturn,

probably i'll never say to her
that I know, am her heart,
I pump joy to her life,

probably i'll never say to her
that I know, am her soul,
with which her existence endures,

probably i'll never say to her
that I know, am her sense
with which she makes "Sense"

but it's OK, let her think
that I would never know
about, what i mean to her,
still, am searching for answer
how much i mean to her?

Any Day, NOT just FEB-14

When I feel your presence

Is a valentine day for me…


Any day, you throw a smiley look

When I am just glaring at you

Is a valentine day for me…


Any day, you say that

You don’t like my pink dress,

Is a valentine day for me…


Any day, you touch my left shoulder

And suddenly squint in my other side

Is a valentine day for me…


Any day, you scold my PM

Just to see me laughing

Is a valentine day for me…


Any day, you complimented my

Table-Teddy as, as cute as me

Is a valentine day for me…


Any day, you curse me with

Lots of ice-cream-eating babies

Is a valentine day for me…


Any day, you make the lift

To wait for me, when I am a little behind

Is a valentine day for me…


Any day, you send me a

Forwarded mail, which teases me someway

Is a valentine day for me…


And


Am waiting for that “ANY DAY”

When you say that “AM YOURS”

I will break into tears & cry

Fall into your arms & say “YES”

And that “ANY DAY”

Will be my real Valentine day

It may not be a FEB-14


















Being in love is great
Being loved is greatest
And now am great
Want to became the greatest by you

I don’t have enough courage
To hear, you saying “NO”
And hence, I resign...

Let me reside in your cover
And love you for ever
Or else free me to resign
And leave this region

I don’t have enough tears
to shed, on hearing “NO”
And hence, I resign...

Accept me as a whole
Take my heart and soul
If not…
Let me, stop here and cry
Atleast, give me to die.

I don’t have enough power
to change you to say “YES”
And hence, I resign...

You made me love-coward
You gave me fear-of –rejection
And hence, … … …



Hours of rigorous practice
in front of mirror gone waste,
The moment you said "Hi"

I feel much happier
in office than in my home
just because of your presence

Whenever you dial your intercom
I wish it would be my number
And am longing to hear my phone ringing

Whenever you walk out of your cubicle
I love to see you end-up near me
And I practiced how to start the conversation?

Whenever you chat & laugh with your friends
I thought it might be about me
And I became a little bit curious

Whenever you are in my vicinity
I corrected my hair & dress
And I felt like you have an eye on me.

Whenever you came to me for a solution
I prayed for a tougher problem
So that you will stay longer with me

Whenever you stood up to call someone
I made myself ready
If it would be my name.

Whenever you are in leave
I felt as if am dead
And my heart merely beats

Whenever you stroll in this area
I thought it’s just to see me
And I felt cherished

Whenever you came with a question
I thought you know the answer
But you want to talk to me

Whenever you are too quiet
Am afraid that any of my mistakes
Made you angry

Whenever you are not seen for a while
I stood up just to check
What are you doing?

Whenever I saw you with tears
I felt like blood comes out
Of my pierced heart

But …
My wishes rarely happens
Am a bit unlucky

When you start to feel my love
Just think of me
I will be there
If am alive.


Till date...
i don't believe in LOVE
then i met you...

Till date...
I was on my own
then you rushed thru my eyes
and to the veins
into my HEART,
you controls me..
you are my driving force...

Till date...
i have never cried
then i saw you crying...

Till date...
i have never been so happy,
and
now you accepted my LOVE....


you made me sleepless
when i am alone
you made me speechless
when i am with you...

I LOVE YOU
not because
what you are, but
what i am??,
when i am with you...

Little warmth,
kettle steam,
kitten play,
Hidden eyes,
spelling mistakes,
shabby writings,
even a empty road,
looks beautiful
when i am with you...

come and cuddle
like a cradle

Let us Salute, the MOTORMEN, for their massive strike. This itself is a victory. If just 1000 men can bring the entire city to stand still, why can’t we salute them??? That too in public interest. This is like the Spartans’ war against the big army, even a movie came about this historical story (movie: 300)





Right from the beginning for this Strike, all the media are keen in projecting this strike, as only for the payment hike. They deliberately try to hide the other demands which motormen are trying to resolve through this strike. All the TV channels, webs and papers are doing this united. The fact is not they don’t want to show the real things behind this strike. But they have been ordered by the corporate media’s bigwigs to do so, as they usually do in all the cases.

Today’s headline in Times of India news paper says the this strike is for following demands,

1) Demand - salary related

2) Demand - salary related

3) Demand - salary related

4) Demand - salary related

5) Demand - salary related

6) Filling up the vacancies

From the above any one see the fact that a deliberate measure has been taken to project it as the pay related problem nothing to do with general commuters, so as to show, motormen, as villains-of-the-week. Moreover, just imagine if your salary arrears are pending since 2006, how will you react to your organization? Nobody will have this much of patience to keep on sending remainder mails. One bigger tool used against this strike is by saying “even after the sixth pay commission”. Most of as are unaware of the fact, that 6th pay commission is really good for the top management people, and not for the low level workers. Where as it increases the salary by many manifolds for top management people and relatively very much smaller amount to the real work force.

As a matter of fact, that the motormen are driving our trains more than their stipulated working hours, of course they are getting OT allowances for that. But see this in other perspective, that over-stressed motormen prone to make mistake and it may cost 1000s of life. In that case who is responsible? Why railways are putting us; the general commuters, in such a serious & dangerous game? Moreover, during the strike period, the administration has trained some 60 men in just few hours and then gave them one train with 1000+ passengers in it and told them to drive it. These people had never handled a local train in past (Read the reference article from the below links) Why can’t railways fill in the vacancies and make the rail journey a safer one?? Why overloading the single man whereas actually that job needs more than one? These Questions are yet to be answered by railways, weather it is of any direction say CR, WR or Harbor. There is a notable amount of human factor involved in this matter; as all the motormen are, after all, human beings with same type & amount of all feeling which we have. Over-stressing him will cost our own life, if he makes a mistake and so an accident. Kindly note, this strike not only demands the hike pay but also to fill up the huge number of vacancies in the motormen category. Railways as a cost cutting strategy by keep this under-count work force and compel them to do overtime. Some OT related payments are pending since 2006

Who caused this massive strike??

These motormen had done many small scale strikes before this massive blow, but they too concerned about the general public, so they returned to work immediately, may be in a half-an-hour. So the management thought this will also end up in small course of time. They took the responsibility of the motormen towards the public interest, as their weapon against motormen themselves and escaped from finding the proper resolution for the demands. But this time it will not be the case, we can hope so, as it is evident from the scale of the strike. So the railways management is the root cause for this strike. The management is trying to divide & rule; by saying not any registered unions are supporting this strike. It is evident that how all motor men can not belongs to at least any one of the unions? Literally impossible!!! The corporate media itself saying that, more than 80 to 90 % of these motormen or from registered unions. (Read the reference article fro the below links)

The political parties, at first supported this strike had withdrew it, so as to protect (or to create) the pro-people image. They might have had an idea like keeping these motormen in hand (By supporting their strike) will help them in future, to make a massive stand-still public strike for their own political profits. As time passes on they came to know about the pathetic situation of commuters, suddenly they put a U-turn.

Similarly as in Spartans History, these Spartans’ strike will also die one day. It is impossible to stand opposite to a state, that too only a 1000+ motormen (Spartans)

At end of the day the result is well known that their strike will be mercelessly crushed down as any other massive strikes. The state can use any mode to bring its interest up. May be one or two of their demands in this strike may get fully or partially accepted, but overall results of any democratic struggle against the state will be literally zero. This massive strike itself is a victory and will give immense pressure on railways to see root causes to resolve it, May be filling up enough motormen vacancies. This particular event will be a good lesson for the future working class people of any type & category.

References:

Never driven a local train, says jittery motorman

http://www.ndtv.com/news/cities/never-driven-a-local-train-says-jittery-motorman-22962.php

http://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/city/mumbai/Railway-motormens-strike-leaves-city-stranded-fuming/articleshow/5887680.cms

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